Posted by WaterSapphire on August 29, 2008, at 2:53:39
I have never felt like I fit in anywhere, even since I was little. I got picked on a lot growing up and things were rough at home. I failed to create any strong friendships in college, and the ones from child hood and the ones as an adult are all gone. I have little energy as it is, so right now it is not so bad...but I get so lonely sometimes. I have my husband, but...he is the very quiet type. Even when I post on certain boards (not this one), and I have tried chatting, I always get the feeling like I have done something wrong when it seems like people stop talking to me via messages like email on the boards, or like I am just in everyone's way. I almost feel paranoid about it, but I keep shoving it off. It hurts so much sometimes, because I just never could figure out why I am so weird and different...and why I never fit in...
poster:WaterSapphire
thread:848915
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/relate/20071110/msgs/848915.html