Posted by hoolahoop on January 13, 2008, at 2:22:16
i feel like im losing it. not been too good recently.
my fiance (who posts on psycho babble) is making me feel awful. i found out that he's started smoking again, i am gutted cos i hate it and he stinks.
i feel like hes doing things on purpose to wind me up. i wish i had left him at the fishing lake cos i dont want him here and around me. he was getting on ok with his meds and stuff then he has to take a step back and ruin things.
i dont wanna hate him but i do.
we live together , neither of us have anywhere else to go.
ive been cutting myself again cos i feel so awful.
i dunno what to do. talking only causes arguments.
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