Posted by DannaB on March 18, 2007, at 19:12:57
It was probably a mistake to go out drinking last night with friends b/c naturally I feel ill and depressed today.
I am so sad. I was dumped recently. This happened right before my therapist went on vacation. My doc is the best, though, and called me right before he left.
I feel that I am not able to attract and keep love in my life. I'm insecure and people don't seem to find that attractive. The one person I have that I really love and trust and respect and admire and all of those good things is my therapist. But of course I can't tell him how I feel and there's no point anyway b/c as we all know it can't go anywhere. But my appreciation for him goes so deep that if I even just think about him not being there or moving away I will cry. I am so pathetic--the one person I feel closest to of course is one I have a one-way, doctor-patient relationship with. I meet a million guys in real life and it never goes anywhere.
Anyway, I'm really down so I could use some words of encouragment.
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