Posted by llrrrpp on June 7, 2006, at 23:37:38
My husband came back to town after being gone 4 weeks. Ahhhh. and this time he came back, and the wife was not quite as depressed and psycho as last time.
And I feel like I'm falling in love again. For the first time. Ahhhh. I have no way to describe, but it's definitely LOVE!! with fire, and passion!! etc etc.
p.s. I told him about psycho-babble. His responses. I had to tell him about 5 times over the course of the evening. He's not a great listener sometimes
1. silence (did he even hear me?
2. no, I don't mind if you have online friends
3. oh, yeah, whatever
4. oh, is that the psychopath thing?
5. you don't need psychopath, you have me. you can tell me. I talk to you. [explanation that p-babble folks have helped me so much, because I feel lonely and different from my normal friends] . You're not sick. you're normal. are your friends all crazy? why do you want to hang out with crazy people [explanation that I, too, have had crazy moments, like when I wanted to harm myself] um, okay. well, you don't want to harm yourself. that's not good. I don't want you to say that... [once again proving the necessity of having someone ELSE to talk to besides husband]2 dates in a row. tonight we ate at a nice Russian restaurant. It was delicious. meat n potatoes n gravy n beets with strudel and hot tea for dessert (I DID avoid the "little water" that was offered in sets of 3 1 oz shots -- pdoc will be proud! of me) and davinci code. not a great film. lots of SI triggers, but at least someone held my hand
gotta run. it's late.
-ll
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