Posted by alesta on December 15, 2005, at 19:21:13
how do i forgive myself????? god...
am i still a good person? i've done this before too...
"i've fallen, i have sunk so low...i messed up...better i should know.." i'll let sarah say it for me.
i feel sad about who i am..
the 'old me' would never have even *considered* doing this, it's like i don't believe in love anymore...i feel so sad. or maybe i just jumped into a relationship too soon after my last and wasn't ready. or maybe both..or maybe the relationship isn't right also...alesta, who hopes she is still respected as a person...."there doesn't seem a way to be redeemed..."
god i need.....love. just rambling now
poster:alesta
thread:589430
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/relate/20051204/msgs/589430.html