Posted by cockeyed on July 26, 2005, at 11:10:29
Don't know where to begin. so I'll try the beginning. Found out a friend's into internet "discipline" and "spanking" and He's under "surveillance"
Christ, but it leaves me feeling sick.
But I haven't seen nor heard from him in a hell of a long time. Maybe I'm lucky.
What bothers me tho, is that he's being "watched" I'd hoped to hear from him again and now, hell, he may as well be dead.
What the hell do you do? What the hell do you feel when you find out this kind of bull sh*T.
This internet stuff. I can't believe I'm unsettled...nice way of saying it makes me sick.
Of course, I'm a paragon of neuroses and insanities but...this has hit me like a brick.
Maybe I should just get it out and try to explain
...but confusion is inexplicable. And friends few and far between. Ah, maybe I'll go think some more about it.
A bit of a long time ago a friend of mine was
dealing heroin. I didn't have a clue. Still don't. But...I don't even know a question to ask. Who's the betrayer, who's the betrayed?
cockeyed.
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