Posted by muffled on July 15, 2005, at 23:57:46 [reposted on July 16, 2005, at 23:29:44 | original URL]
In reply to i hate life, posted by rjlockhart98 on July 15, 2005, at 15:43:36
> I am so depressed i cant even type anymore.
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> I hope my dad still has some expired Nembutal in the bathroom.
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> the only peace im going to get hold a piece of steel to my head!
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> i dont like life this way.
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> Anyway....
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> good day.I didn't like life that way either. I almost blew my head off. But I couldn't get past the mess it would make. And where could I do it etc. Anyhow, somehow I didn't do it. Its 10 years later, and some of those years were rough, but I survived! And I am, so glad. Still got some problems, but also got LOTS of JOY!!!!Got a hubby 2 great kids. Man, in my wildest imaginings I could never have figgered I'd be this ok. I'm not perfect, still working, but ok most of the time. I'm SO glad I didn't do it. I would ahve hurt alot of people I didn't wanto hurt and I'd be missing out on my kids etc.
NEVER quit.Sometimes it SEEMS too hard, but you CAN survive. There is always hope. Life won't be perfect but it can be very good.
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