Posted by rjlockhart98 on July 3, 2005, at 14:49:41 [reposted on July 4, 2005, at 17:48:50 | original URL]
In reply to Re: resistance to clonazpam.. do i need a nueroleptic? » rjlockhart98, posted by ed_uk on July 3, 2005, at 5:19:48
My mom holds all my meds, carries them to work with her, SUPERCONTROLLED with them.
I have seen her taken my Ativan before in the closet she locks it up in.
You know i tell her why dont you talk to a doc.... NO I HAVE GOT TOO MUCH STESS,
i cant explain how uncompromising she is.She was put in correctional facilties my grandma told me, she would leave home and not come back.
Like i said before i think there is a personality disorder that has manifasted over 48 years.She yells at my grandma, calls her stupid, FORCES her to do things. She will scream till the end until you do what she says.
She has always kept my medication with her, even when iw as 12, Ritilin. I have abused Adderall before but i have i know hwat happens after. She now says your a drug addict. Well why does she want refills of Clonazpeam all the time?
Why doesnt she go to a doctor and tell her her own issues.
This case right now, for NOW, is not going to change, when i get a job, and move out, I will have a peace of mind.
I have had rages becaue she yells so much it gets to my head, it builds up, she used to scream in my face. I have destroyed my room, she would run down the street screaming.
This is what has been going on.
But i will post back for support, until i get out of here. THis enviroment is toxic itself, medications are not going to make this go away.
Pray
Matt
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