Posted by sunny10 on June 7, 2005, at 17:21:20
In reply to Good thing I saw this before I left! Whew. (nm) » Deneb, posted by Susan47 on June 6, 2005, at 12:06:14
hard to find the words to respond to each of you seperately.
I really HAD put things in place because I knew I was falling deep this time, but I guess I didn't get far enough along in the therapies before I just completely came undone...I really Needed meds, but I was in denial...
I was SO not MYSELF that I cannot even remember anything that happened 'til i woke up in the treatment center... I keep TRYING to remember, but I can't... apparently I OD'd and THEN (afraid of confrontation sunny10) even assaulted a policewoman and a nurse at the ER !!!! I can't remember it, but the depositions from my 302 (involuntary 72 hr containment in a mental health facility) says that this is so... from the police write up AND my friend from childhood who was called to help get me into the hospital!
When I became lucid, I signed in voluntarily for a period of up to twenty days... it just didn't take that long for the meds to start working, so they let me go after just 7 days- knowing that I already HAD two therapists in place. They just added a pdoc for me to use for follow up med cks.
So now I am home...
And more good news- I DID get the pet deposit back from my landlord and used it to buy a new home computer... I am typing to you all from home right now and now have access to my babblemail again!!! Regrets to all whom wrote to me for not being able to respond...
And better STILL, the rental agent managed to get the old house re-rented by july 1, so the landlord actually gave me back the last month's rent!!! He defnitely didn't HAVE to- it was purely in the spirit of kindness... Sometimes the power of human kindness overwhelms me!!!
I Have to go for now- i have an appointment this evening with my T.
I love you all... your well wishes and kind thoughts very obviously made their way to me- otherwise i wouldn't be home right now to type this to you !!!!
kisses to one and all,
sunny10
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