Posted by Susan47 on May 23, 2005, at 14:43:12
In reply to Re: He wasn't just a Man, He was my Therapist!, posted by Susan47 on May 23, 2005, at 14:21:52
Being, like, completely taken with a man. You know, loving everything you see and hear and wanting more, you know, and knowing there's bad stuff you wouldn't want to know, and wondering if maybe there isn't, it's all in your head, but every time he says something it's fascinating, because it opens up new possibilities about him ... I loved being with him. I loved it. And that's the first time I remember finding anybody that interesting, and I have to wonder where that comes from. Is it because I'm talking about myself and he's appearing to actually pay attention and give a damn what comes out of my mouth? So then is that self-love, because that seems very wrong, twisted, really.. but then again, if that's me loving me, then I can afford to love someone else, because I feel it's not just about me, the love is bigger than I am, it's always reaching out and touching people, and getting bigger every time it touches a responsive love.
Hmh. I'm thinking weirdly today. But, I kind of like it. I just can't be doing this tomorrow, at work, you know?
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