Posted by rainbowbrite on May 12, 2005, at 11:51:03 [reposted on May 13, 2005, at 0:10:32 | original URL]
In reply to Re: btw » rainbowbrite, posted by sunny10 on May 12, 2005, at 9:50:43
>>Would mom go for it??
she may actually. Weirdly enough we just spoke and I got the urge to bring it up. I asked why she acts like she doesnt care about me and I was very firm and she really actually thought about it before answering and said that she sees me as independent and self sufficient and not in need of her. She also said that she is more affectionate towards my other siblings because she feels that I would think it strange if she was affectionate towards me and she is not comfortable herself being that way towards me since she never was in the past and I dont come accross as welcoming of it anyway...im not a really warm and fuzzy person LOL But she is way worse than me!! I forcefully made her answer whether she had stronger feelings for the others compared to me and she said YES, but not how I am thinking. She said I dont appear to welcome affection and a need for help...umm whatver I think i do but maybe I am completely off on my representation of myself!! I do feel completely misunderstood half the time...in part becasue of my humor so who knows?? So it was a start, she put an end to the discussion and changed the subject completely but I think I will sugest counselling becaue we dont communicate well at all. and I know this little breakthrough wont make much difference...maybe a little.
But as I write this I feel like I just let her get away with putting it all on me?? hmmm. Does it sound like it?
Anyway I cant believe it just happened like that...strange! I hope she is not figuring out the internet LOL
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