Posted by tampagirl70 on January 3, 2005, at 13:06:16
Every year I feel sad after the holidays. The decorations come down, the presents are all opened, the bills start coming in, the time off from work is over, the good mood everyone was in is now gone, and a new year comes to remind you that you're getting older. On top of all of this, I'm bored. I'm bored with my life, my job and my marriage. I've been married for almost 9 years ang with my husband for almost 12. There's no spark (that wore off a long time ago) and I get worried that I won't even want to be around him, which has never happened, but thats part of my OCD. I've never had a huge sex drive so I'm always saying I'm not in the mood, and then I feel guilty for not feeling like it. (I take Celexa and Wellbutrin, 2 of the lowest sexual side effects meds out there.) I just feel like I'm floundering and I'm not sure what to do or where to begin. Anyone feel this way or have any advice? Thanks.
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