It's been long enough

Posted by Susan47 on December 12, 2004, at 8:23:38

I haven't had sex with a person for almost a year. It's soul-destroying not to have sex with anyone, and it's soul-destroying to have sex with someone I'm not completely mesmerized by.
I've been mesmerized by someone who's unavailable, completely disinterested and how stupid is THAT???
So, where to from here? I need to do something about this situation. Life's too short to spend it feeling this wasted, like I'm being wasted, not appreciated for myself. I have a good body, I have a pleasant face most of the time, I'm a beautiful person inside and people even tell me I'm beautiful outside sometimes.
I need someone.
I need to be held.
Stroked.
Sucked. (Forgive me)
Licked. (Again)
Kissed.
Fondled.
And I need to give all those wonderful things back.
Oh God, help me.
And I'm not in the least bit religious.
How will I get through this day?

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It's been long enough Susan47 12/12/04
Re: It's been long enough Susan47 12/12/04
Re: It's been long enough » Susan47 AdaGrace 12/12/04
Re: It's been long enough AdaGrace 12/12/04
Re: Susan, please promise... 64bowtie 12/12/04
Re: It's been long enough Susan47 12/12/04
Re: Susan, please promise... » 64bowtie Susan47 12/12/04
(((((((((Susan)))))))))) 64bowtie 12/13/04
Re: (((((((((Susan)))))))))) Susan47 12/13/04
Re: It's been long enough adam canada 12/15/04
Re: It's been long enough » adam canada susan47 5/5/08
Re: It's been long enough sopia42 5/5/09

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