Posted by AdaGrace on December 9, 2004, at 6:44:12
In reply to Re: I love you » AdaGrace, posted by saw on December 9, 2004, at 0:11:49
Just saying out loud instead of holding it in.
It's okay, it feels better now. I'm just fighting the realization of it all, and prefer to idealize once again. I have come to the conclusion that to admit it was a mistake, to place the blame on him means I was an idiot, it means I was a fool.......and I don't choose to think that way just yet. Fear of realization keeps me in a fog of rememberence.....The fog is not so heavy anymore....but I refuse to turn on my brights.
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