Posted by AdaGrace on November 26, 2004, at 9:27:34
I handled things so much better when I thought I was me that had done something wrong, or that there was some horrible accident that prevented me from receiveing a message or a note of "hi, how are you, sure do miss you"
Now there is just this horrific black cloud of hate swelling up inside me and taking over my every thought and action. I want to snuff something out, I want to hurt someone besides myself, I want to yell, scream, hit, and drive over a vehicle or two.
poster:AdaGrace
thread:420462
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