Posted by Jai Narayan on November 15, 2004, at 20:24:12
In reply to Jai, posted by Susan47 on November 14, 2004, at 21:47:30
Dear Susan47 you have never asked me about this before.
I was madly in love with this man from the first time I saw him.
I think you call it "thunder struck".
But once we were together for a while I could see he had some serious issues with his mother and for some reason he called me by his mothers name.
I was afraid we would be sunk in his issues with me being like his mother for the rest of our lives.
I freaked and ran.
I was sorry I ran for years....
decades.
I dreamed about him.
I went to places where he had been.
My being was haunted by his absence.
He wouldn't speak to me.
so that's the story.
Jai
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