Posted by AdaGrace on November 15, 2004, at 7:22:49
In reply to Re: I am strung out all over this website, posted by Susan47 on November 14, 2004, at 23:40:10
IT's very hard for him. I know that. It's killing him that I will not let him in. He suspects, in fact probably already knows that I don't love him, and it's killing him. But I can't feel what I can't feel. I keep trying, and I keep failing, and It's killing me too. It's very hard to live with someone you don't love, and it hurts him so much he finds every way he can to feel what I am thinking, and reading my journal is just the beginning. He searches my purse, my car, questions my friends......it's not helping me or him. I feel bad for him, I do. I just can't feel love anymore. I barely feel it for my kids........I am so broken. I just don't know what to do. Therapy takes time I don't have. I can't miss work. I can't miss ballgames at night. I dont' know what to do.
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