Posted by rjlockhart37 on May 8, 2018, at 20:01:46
i've been going to school and doing hard work but....i lose things all the time, i mean ..forget things that any regular person would do well...when i get really determined about something and step on the gas, i go forward but ... my memory kinda lacks, amphetamine-type stimulants basically this is what they do: they increase my alertness and have much focused thoughts on what to do, i feel like i think better but still even with amphetamine medication my memory still, i lose things.....plus i remember when dextroamphetamine would wear off i would feel really bad, and in bad mood, feel kinda washed out....if i ever went back on amphetamine medication it would be a extended release, i was on dexedrine spansule i would take 2 in the morning, then 2 at 3pm, it would last exactly 12 hours which all the time is needed to function and do work, when i took immediate release i had to keep redosing to keep washout feeling away
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i need to find something that im good at, and i would not have blocking issues that would prevent me to do good job. ...I don'want to disappoint a employer or someone counting on me. I've created alot of things, and enjoy making ideas for people.anyways..ill keep doing what im doing and maybe one day it will pay off
everything can change like that, and all these years go by so fast, but nothing lasts forever
poster:rjlockhart37
thread:1098617
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