Posted by rjlockhart37 on January 28, 2015, at 23:37:08
In reply to paranoia, posted by rjlockhart37 on January 23, 2015, at 23:37:36
you know i am just going to post htis anaymous, the person who posted this is patty sue, she's at the burger parlor right now
just.....i sit behind this laptop screen, in hope that it will be read, but there's not much back up, my posts where fabricated in the past, just roaring in the moment, and then the next day woke up to a manic post, that will stay on the internet forever....i mean....that is BAD, you know dr-bob for people to see the b*llsh*t i wrote, not knowing it will be on the google search feeds for 13 years since i posted it, my first post was in 03, and that post is still on google.....i rerember when i posted it, i was sitting in my desk, sophmore in high school looking a place to talk about the wellbutrin i was on that caused so much anxiety, and posted about adderall useage, i sat there and wrote it......all the crazy after that, stays there.....
but one thing, instead of posting victim mentality posts, you know maybe teach others a way to live life better, knowing that all these posts where directly on google, 12 years since my first post.....goodness, psychobabble has been one of my main windows i pop up and tyoe "dr-bob.org/babble" i've posted here since i was 16, and in way thats cool, but to see only my writings progressing not actually life situation, i've already stared a new plan to get into career wise, i don't like to discuss really my life because there's not much to it.......so......
the way you present yourself to people, if you go out and poar out all your pain to a strangers that means your doing it for attention, i keep my sorrows to myself, everything that felt i put it away, locked away, never to opened, only when im by myself........
victim mentality is the weakest form of survival methods there are.....sitting and sorrowing maily needs to be done alone, it's repulsive to sit and let someone talk about themselves for 2 hours, the only thing they know is the world revolving around them......
go back to school friday....i always have hated school, but the one thing i hated, is the way to get educated so....
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r
not a scholar but understand distress.....
"unheard pain, is the told through good company"
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