Posted by rjlockhart37 on December 16, 2013, at 20:10:55
im starting this post, if there is anyone on the net who needs to talk, and you come across, im in the process to start a board for advice, its not professional advice, make sure you know that....but we're here to help, myself i have a calling to hear the unheard cries of anyone who didnt to tell their story, come to this site, and if someone doesnt respond, please ask me....we're here to provide support and information, not all the time, because this is a social board rather than a professional doctor board.... but i've really been trying bring this together and hear unheard pain....
my personal pain that never got heard when i was in high school, the many times i had to come and stick my head under the pillow and find it pretty much soaked with tears...and sat in my room and cried my heart out to nothing, nothing ever heard my cries, tears ran down...i never want that to happen to anyone, not exaggeration, thats how it was. No support expept my parents...that was a horrid time.
But the good thing is time's like those will pass, and never think of the thought that removing your life will end the pain, first thing i want to say is that im a strong beliver in God, and taking your own life, it can't be done, it's like getting a car and slitting all its functions and sending it to a scrap factory.....when the car could of been redone and improve back to normal or better than normal.....you see....thats what im trying to imply.....silly way of metaphore, but that has to be heard on the net.....
if you need to vent, this website is here....and your posts will be on the server and be heard 15 years after you post them, because they go to google search engine. But enough of this babbling, if you really need to vent, and talk, the boards are open. There may need to be some recontruction here....but pain has to be heard is my view....
hang in there friend....
r
not a scholar but understand distress
Med:
Prozac 60mg
Lamictal 400mg
Zyprexa 20mg
Nuvigil 250mg
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