Posted by rjlockhart37 on August 5, 2013, at 23:27:47
its late at night, i can think better....but i've started to learn that i've cut off people i knew in the past, both if they did bad things, or didnt like me.....i just cut them off like i don't know them, but ... thats also how it is currently, i am in relationship but anytime that there is pain that emerged from it, i cut it off....like i never had it at all.....and really thats making me wonder if i can even connect good with people, usally when someone breaks up with a person...it hurts, but in this case, i've played along with stuff....but truely not connecting at all, mainly its protecting from pain, and another its discarding bad memories, quick.
the people i am close to......if something bad happens the feeling in the relationship is terminated, disguarding it quick. But that sounds like someone who is fake, i do this to reduce the pain of rejection, its already been done many times....
does anyone know what a true, good relationship is? ..i just totally ... cut it off, knife and a wire.....snipp having a relationship can be like work, good work, but me...sometimes i don't want to do work, and leave it and forget it....thats a vary good metahpore, but its not productive, and wasting good relationships that could happen.....
i really need to work on relationships...but i've gotta learn who i am inside....
right now people that i know view me as not being prodective, no job, but i am ging back to school...but i kinda get the idea....so people who hate me, just say thank you vary much, have wonderful day and bye....
but really whats ... your opinion of a relationship?
not a scholar but understand distress
Med:
Prozac 60mg
Lamictal 400mg
Zyprexa 20mg
Nuvigil 250mg
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