thoughts make reality

riht now im just sittin in my room pissed off about life right now, im in the same position that i was 5 years ago...but i've learned that if you interwine your thoughts with the will of doing things, it makes it come true. That's something i totally need to take advice to do, the only thing is there is obstacles in the way...

it really makes me mad when i hear all this selfimprovement talk shows and they never consider the problems that are in the way, well....i had a therpist too....he told me to move out of the house...i didnt do it, not in rebellion but i just frankly had the capabilities, he started discreetly making an impression that i didnt have common sense....

i don't know if im writing to this, or to me, but i know that thoughts that are engrained into the belief systems, thats when it will surface....i've read and failed at selfimprovement techiques......i have alot fo write on this but i can't think of it....stuck, but another thing is if you can use unique imaginations, so the only thing i've learned to have strength in is the inner spirit, and God, and maybe some other new age stuff....but i sually don't like to be a slave to a religion....turning to spirituality to fill in a void is a good option. And finding strength. I really don't want to write this as a daily article here on babble, but pain sometimes is what makes who you are....it shapes parts of the personality....from past experiences, other people are happy....smiley, charismatic all the time...that's scary....reminds me of smiling clowns that are planning something devious...

so i don't know how to put this in the last part, i don't want to make a false impression, im 26, i smile alot, i put away the pain, if ever met me in real life, im a nice guy....i always smile, try to find something to laugh about...quiet at times, and by no reasons sound like this screenname rjlockhart, im diffrent online...if someone met me, im not the online rj talking long tedious stuff i do here....im more quiet...but what im trying to convey out of all of this, thoughts can surface....be reality....learn to create it, embrace it, and then make it....

not a scholar but understand distress
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encourage you to avoid false lights of enlightment and belief systems

thoughts make reality

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