Posted by anacarin on September 19, 2012, at 0:01:28
In reply to Re: I'm having trouble with what normal means... » sleepygirl2, posted by sigismund on June 7, 2012, at 15:22:54
OK, then. I'm holding my nose and jumping in. I feel like I'm really deep in the rabbit hole tho I've never read the book nor seen the movie. I am having the strangest experience! It doesn't feel at all outer body, more way aged body with only a vestige of a mind left, but I could swear (assuming that was anything I found interesting) I came to this site SEARCHing bipolar + forum, and I'm pretty positive I was on a page where several folks on one topic spread across the page while neatly stacked one atop another (my mind may be fixated on seeing other forums set up that way), I am about as positive as I can be that I pressed a hyperlink under someone's name and was able to get (eventually) to Dr. Bob and his ideas about how the site was different from any other, but now when I want to know more about someone I just get to anonymously email that person. Does it sound like I'm complaining? I'm seriously questioning if I can accurately remember where I just was and what I was doing which takes me to sleepy girl -- another puzzle. All summer I have fought with a fatigue unbelievable and often after awakening from a brief (say 20 minute nap), I lie there thinking where am I and how did I get here. I don't recall ever experiencing that before. It's literally like I cannot keep track of myself. Well, I am pretty aged, somehow I thought I might be able to bypass that. AND, I've been diagnosed over 25 years as a bipolar (then Manic Depressive) and I am learning it's not getting any easier. If I can fit in somewhere and someone would be kind enough to outline the simplest of directions for me as to where to find myself doing so, I would love it. Thank You!
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