Posted by yellowbird01 on March 15, 2012, at 10:31:42
In reply to Re: Help me cope.. » yellowbird01, posted by sleepygirl2 on March 15, 2012, at 6:23:54
Thank you all for the suggestions... really. I'm trying.. and more suggestions help. I have prn xanax but I dont take it often because it just makes me feel tired and not much else. My pdoc gave me prn zyprexa on Tues but I've been too afraid to take it because of the weight gain. I need to suck it up with that I think. I did get to talk to T last night on the phone even though that is absolutely 100% against her new set boundaries for her whole practice (as of Dec). She called for scheduling and ended up talking to me for about 10 minutes. That helped a lot, although I'll probably get dinged for it later since I did kind of suck her into it when I wasnt supposed to. Today I feel a little better. Still on edge.... the ledge of sanity I'm standing on is very narrow but that's okay, I'm on it. For now. I'm thinking more clearly though. You know what's scary... Tues and Wed, crisis days.. I remember them, I mean I can recount the day etc.. but they are very blurry. Like I wasnt REALLY fully there. Does this happen to anyone else? Today I feel fully here. That's a good sign.
And hello to those who do remember me. :) I never really stopped reading here, so I've been around.. I just never know what to say or contribute so I dont really post. Plus, I've been doing pretty well most of the time. Thank you for allowing me to jump in like this.
I am going to work tonight. 2p-12a. So if nothing else, that'll keep me busy and safe because I'll be around others. I'm going to try and busy myself in computer/documentation tasks rather than trying to support others tonight... i think that's the best for everyone.
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