Posted by Dinah on October 26, 2011, at 13:21:08
In reply to Re: She's gone » Dinah, posted by floatingbridge on October 26, 2011, at 11:45:03
She is beautiful, isn't she?
I wonder how long it will take me to quit talking to her. I am in the habit of carrying on a running conversation with her about what I'm doing, or what I'm cooking for dinner, or whatever. I use her name a lot, and include a lot of words she knows. She listens attentively, makes noises or c*cks her head as appropriate.
I've found myself doing that all day.
My therapist just called me. He said he saw I had called him a couple times, but not left a message. I told him I knew I'd accidentally called him at least once. He laughed and said that I knew there were no accidents. I explained I had been trying to call my mother.
Then we both laughed.
Because, really, my subconscious is not very subtle.
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