Posted by Jaqs on September 13, 2011, at 11:13:41
I have this weird problem where I cant get over a failed suicide attempt I had. I really cant understand why I cant just get over it especially. I feel like if Im so upset at the attempt failing then surely I should just kill myself, but I dont want to kill myself. So if I dont want to kill myself then why am I so upset and angry that I didnt die? Its not even my only attempt. I had previous ones but I don't feel the same about them, its just that one that I cant get over. I generally don't think about it but when I do its so overwhelming I cant stand it.
I really don't what to do about it because it doesn't make sense to me. Is normal to feel like this?
poster:Jaqs
thread:996637
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