Posted by B2chica on August 7, 2011, at 15:52:22
In reply to psychological or not?, posted by B2chica on August 5, 2011, at 14:54:04
ok. so i wrote my posts under stress.
i'm more removed from the appt now and what was said.
i believe a part of that was psychological...it had to be since i've had a LOT of stress lately. However, my niece is now broke up and calm as it was amicable. my family are in better health. My work issue...well..it will be delt with tactfully. but my underlying depressive symptoms that i felt three weeks ago are here.
where i feel my face get heavy. its a struggle to physically smile.
i have this gray cloud over everything...i dont care. i want to crawl in bed and well just stare at the wall.i KNOW these symptoms. so the crying a lot may have been stress induced. i'll give him that. but the aggitation and the anhedonia and lethargy and now the grey and the smile thing.
nope this is too familiar.
i'm living half a life...i made an appt for two weeks. i just hope i can handle work with no problem. i'm better when i'm around my babies... at work i think too much and get inside my head.
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