Posted by hansonfan on January 30, 2011, at 18:31:08
In reply to ache-- being helpless, posted by Annabelle Smith on January 30, 2011, at 11:24:40
I feel like I wrote this.....
I really 100% identify with you on this. It's really funny because I creep around this board frequently haha, but I hardly ever respond. I was reading a bunch of your posts lately and got really close to responding, but chickened out. You sound like my twin in all of your posts. How do we fix us??? My therapist of a really long time left last month and I spent some time in the hospital (NO FUN! by the way) and now i'm starting with a new therapist. but it's SO HARD. as if the termination wasn't enough, ever since I was about 2 or 3 years old, I've put older female authority figures in place of my mom. Mostly teachers, and I remember doing it with my preschool teacher through my last therapist. Now I have no one to put in that place because my new therapist doesn't really fit the "mold" i'm looking for. I FEEL SO LOST. it's crazy. I have no idea what to do with myself, I have nothing to cling to or obsess over. Even though I don't put this new therapist in place of my mom, ever time i meet with her, after I feel SO ALONE. how do we fix us? I hate this loneliness after leaving therapy sessions and I don't know how to fix it... so i feel your pain there.
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