i think i lost my t

Posted by B2chica on December 6, 2010, at 13:20:46

there are no words.
i've emailed her 2 maybe 3 times. no response.
shes talked with my pdoc and he talked about "burning bridges".
i am so ....hurt, distraught, lost inside i dont know what to do.
pdoc is sending me to partial hosp (day hosp) for the rest of the week IF he can get me in. honestly i dont know what i will do if he cant.
he wont Rx any meds till then!
so i have my adderall and klonipin and gabapentin. (anxiety and slight (everso slight) lift of mood).
all i've been through with her. i cant believe that she wouldn't give me a second chance. IT WASNT ME!!! IT WAS THAT F-ING ABILIFY!!!! i'm off it now. the anger urge, is gone. simply gone.
so i have no one. they will set me up in partial probably with some dumb @##. there is NO F-ING WAY I"M GOING THROUGH ALL MY CRAP AGAIN!!!! EVER!!!!! FOR ANYONW!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My God! i feel truly forsaken!
i understand.
i Never thought, it never even entered my mind that i'd loose her.
Damn i cant stop crying.
i'd better stop for now.
b2c

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i think i lost my t B2chica 12/6/10
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didnt loose her.... B2Chica 12/10/10

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