Posted by wittgensteinz on April 9, 2010, at 4:08:42
In reply to Re: being blocked again » wittgensteinz, posted by Dinah on April 8, 2010, at 22:55:34
Thanks, Dinah,
I'm doing very well at the moment actually.
If I recall, the last time I posted here I had had a setback and in retrospect I felt quite ashamed for surfacing just to vent and for not having given a better depiction of how things had been going in general. In the mist of despair, one loses sight of all the good things.
Work, study, love and life are all going quite well. Therapy is also going fine - I'm giving my T the benefit of the doubt (a little more often) instead of going directly into 'complete distrust mode'. I see improvement in my life but there is still room for further improvement. I long to be less inhibited in social situations and to stop tormenting myself every time I make a 'mistake'. But these are deeply ingrained things - as it is at the moment, life is livable and even enjoyable - and the setbacks are becoming less frequent and less overwhelming.
And you?
Witti
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