Posted by BabyToes on April 3, 2010, at 23:40:33
In reply to Re: update, posted by rnny on April 3, 2010, at 22:22:38
Thanks rnny,
I have been through a lot and are healing, but there are many more braver people than me who have been through a lot more stuff than me. I just wanted to thank those who helped me through this site, but I have also learned that this place and those like it are not healthy for me.
When I have only shared the struggles of my pain on here, and not my whole life, it was a very unbalanced view of me. A few really got to know me (not just the bad stuff), some I still keep in contact with. I feel my distance from here has helped me more than staying. I just don't agree with the policies held at this site so I won't be staying for long. I do feel those who have struggled with a past like mine and those who suffer from PTSD, tend to understand me. My symptoms are from PTSD, not a personality disorder.
I wish I could share my work with you, but I have reasons not to feel safe giving that info out here since everything you post is searchable by Google and for YEARS or forever.
Most of my creative stuff is public now, so you may come in contact with it some day. There is no way to separate my works with my name, it is on many sites now. I guess that is part of becoming an artist, you lose some of your privacy. I do plan on writing more of my life's story, as I feel there is value in it being told if it can help others. (especially the unethical therapist I have had to deal with, overcoming child abuse/torture and dealing with PTSD. There is so many of us out there, I am just a little speck of the millions. But I hope to make a difference, even if it is just a little one.Just be careful in what you share on a site that keeps that info forever posted. You might not care now, but you might in 5 years.
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