Posted by obsidian on February 16, 2010, at 13:12:18
In reply to Or maybe just not your corner of it » obsidian, posted by Dinah on February 16, 2010, at 11:01:11
> Some people are frightening.
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> Others can be kind. Wonderful enough to humble even.
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> The situation you're in seems very very stressful. You might not be able to change the people around you. Is it worth seeing if you can find another corner? Is your work the kind that you can do elsewhere in a better environment?
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> I long ago decided that part of the key to mental health for me was to make sure I was careful about the environment I put myself in. I don't handle stress very well long term.
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> Is there any way you can find a place better suited to you?I am trying, pursuing other possibilities, but I am limited. I've got to go back to school, but I don't know for what, and that's not going to be an immediate solution.
I feel trapped and helpless. I'm going to be as invisible and benign as I can make myself. I'm as benign as they come already (at least I think so), but I'll be the walking on eggshells type of benign.
I need a supportive environment to be sure.
I'm feeling the "something is radically wrong with me and I'm a freak" thing...not good.
thanks dinah,
sid
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