Posted by obsidian on February 14, 2010, at 0:07:59
and this doesn't relate to my T, but to someone else in my life
this person has a set perception of who I am, my intentions, my motives, and she absolutely perceives me to be malicious and devioushuh? (bewildered expression)was my first response
hurt (crying)was my second because I was absolutely blasted for being some incarnation of the devil...geez I thought, "maybe I am an awful, terrible person?...could I be so unaware of it?"
anger is my third reaction, because how dare they entertain such thoughts
and finally my reation is ...wow, this person is so off base, and not only are they wrong, they are also scary at the same time, and can do me some serious damageI am really disturbed that someone could so seriously question my intentions, my basic integrity....and also that they could even CONCEIVE of such a plot as they imagine I am guilty of
because...that means that this person's mind functions in that way, and THAT my friends is scaryparanoia will destroy ya
poster:obsidian
thread:936975
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