Posted by Verloren on February 7, 2010, at 14:10:33
In reply to Re: Thinking about quitting therapy, posted by Annierose on February 6, 2010, at 22:34:46
Hi Annierose
My situation has been really painful dealing with my ex T. I'm an emotional mess when it comes to thinking about therapy and re-entering that relationship again.
I just want to move forward and yes I am running away but it's all I can do to save myself from constant hurt.
I did mention to her about quitting but I think she is really out of touch with how well I can do on my own. But yet, she was ready to dump me when it was inconvenient for her without a new T in place. I do have another appointment with her this week but I don't know how long I can keep forcing myself to stay in therapy.
The thing bothering me currently is her and this process. I feel wronged by her, hurt, abandoned, angry, lost, intimidated, guilty, ashamed, and very, very tired.
Thanks for your insight. I doubt she'll be able to shed any light on my feelings as she seems incapable of understanding my real needs.
My other alternative is to continue with someone else but I am so overwhelmed right now I don't know that I can.
-Verloren
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