Posted by CharlieGrll on October 5, 2009, at 6:09:03
Hi everybody.
well it has happened. My T died last week. We never got the farewell scene. That was tough. I was away when the funeral was so I missed it. That was tough. I did get a copy of the service with his photo on the cover. That was good. Have scanned it, decorated it and hugged it. Most Helpful.
Am having awful trouble staying focussed on my job. There is a real possability that I will be made redundant in the next few weeks. How am I supposed to deal with this when my one safe place has gone?? No wise owl to help my figure out what to do. I feel the loss.
New T. Have seen her twice and emailed a couple of times. Thinking about talking to her puts my anxiety through the roof. Don't know why. (ha ha yes I do) I can't deal with this. The mood swings are horrid. how do I trust new T as much as old T. It took us years to get to the "safe" place. I need that NOW.
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