Posted by rskontos on August 30, 2009, at 2:38:14
I am in the cr*pp*rs. My brother-in-law died in a freaky accident, and today my FIL died. I am having gastric problems that makes it impossible to go anyway. I have stopped eating because all it does is cause pain and other things too unmentionable.
I don't feel capable to help my husband deal with the lost of his brother in law and father or my children. I can't get a hold of myself. I cry at the drop of a hat.
I really think I belong in a hospital but my p-doc doesn't agree.
I have extremely high anxiety.therapy is at a stand still in my mind. ok i will stop I am a downer and depressing myself.
don't mind me and my piety party. My neighbor did come over to stay with me. I am alone with my husband and son in DC where my FIL died. I wasn't up to the flight. My DD is at school.
I need some tests done asap so then I can fly to DC for another funeral.
And i am dissociating all over the place. And the voices in my head, my parts are screaming.
but other than that I am peachy.
rsk
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