Posted by 10derHeart on August 24, 2009, at 16:19:28
In reply to Re: You should have a good session, Therapygirl » 10derHeart, posted by Dinah on August 22, 2009, at 9:07:47
Yes, I think I understand all of that.
I think just because I never stop feeling the hurt and loss of going abruptly from 8x/month down to 2x/month (by phone) - all bets are off, so to speak. We had to /still have to, figure out new ways of getting this to "feel right" most of the time. I didn't care all that much how many bonding or light sessions happened with 2x/week. Now, I care a lot. It even seems devastating at times if we fritter away the whole hour. Then, I besiege him with serious emails (well, one or 2 the day after a session like that - but it seems like besieging though he claims it's okay...), and usually he'll make time to answer somehow.
So, it's hard for that reason.
But I'm not complaining, really. Just venting sometimes as this arrangement is both wonderful and terrible simultaneously, which makes for a rocky path.
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