Posted by rjlockhart04-08 on July 23, 2009, at 18:56:10
Asking straight forward, there is time when i...lose "awareness" for a short (1day-weeks) of mental function, it just "goes", then it comes back on full, i'm the person who I was 5-6years ago......
Knowing this weakness, just threw it out, it's this. What could of caused this? Inflamation? of extreme stress.....trama to the head.
MRI/PET scans?
It's been diagnosed as some tendancies to...asper. syndrome, yet i never had this trouble before! it started later, in my teens, late, and the humilation. My gosh,
right now, it's numb....i feel numb, not aware, yet...i'm writing this. Something happenened, i can't rerember, what do you from there?
There are people/seen and dealt with love to put down, when something is already bad, do you make it worse or better. That's the person's additude, either optimisic, or pessmistic. It comes out...by believing something, positive it get you out of the dump's.
ONce you go through humilation, you lose the fact of "worthness"...and just say "life is over", yet it's not.It's just, I can't say. It wasnt good...but, you get through life. Once people know you have a disability, they indirectly look down, and put you in another, downward catagory. Happened/you learn what's going wrong, logically think it out. Just, "not enought air" is flowing correctly, and that causes imbalance. Yet later it comes back....wierd. The only effective things that have work'd are stimulants, which increase the nuerons to normal to engarag in conversations/and so forth, yet being implied their habit forming, they at least make it normal to live.Just to put this, you have to stick up for yourself, you will be kicked, laughed at, someone thinks it's fun to put a "mind game", awareness is the awnser, and who ever else is going on outthere, know there is hope with realization to solve a problem. Alot thing's i didnt expect or know, because i wasnt aware, or told to be aware of. That's what, caused some. Take care...i'm out of here.
rj
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