Posted by mmealltalk on July 19, 2009, at 16:43:39
I feel like the worst patient in the universe. My therapist has been on break for a week and i was really looking forward to seeing her tommorrow and not feeling as alone as i did while she was not around. Anyway, she called me earlier to inform me that her mother died and she would therefore be away this week too. I was in shock, even though i did know her mother was 100 yrs old, but i was counting on seeing her tomorrow and think i was only sane for this week because i knew it was only a week that she would be gone. Now i feel awful for her, i know that her father died when she was a toddler and that her mother raised her, and now she lost the parent she was so close to. I imagine it is so hard when a person no longer has either parent alive, and I really feel bad for her. On a more selfish side, i am scared that even though i got through with this week, with little problem, the next days scare the hell out of me. I dont mean to be selfish, i really understand the need to extend her break, I just feel so scared and alone without her around.
Thanks for listening,
Mel
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