Posted by rjlockhart04-08 on July 17, 2009, at 13:18:22
Say, just a in short that you have a dream and it, it metaphorically is portraying to something, say in life. And.....it relates to your life, but something random happens in the dream, anything, yet it's linking to reality, "your life", you meet someone, or go someone place (rarely happens) it's happened in the past, not current, and it's "giving" you a warning. Yet can you stop it? Not, any thing....that is. Its relating to your life, and event's begin, horrible, and keep going. Impending doom, then the absolute worst things happen, your doctor, the people you love, and would never think would...do something, (it's not explainable), it's like playing, "everything is fine, yet sense something is not right, something changed with society" This is not normally how....things should happen.
Well, I'm ready for anything, at this point no one responds, so I hope you at least read....(not insulting). The worst has happened, there are lists of things that have happened...someone telling you "it's ok"....oh, whew! the person telling you that is not your friend! that's a random example.
Yet Im throwing this out there to society to help, and know another side is there. It's like...the other day I woke up, Im with reality (now), 2nd....a couple weeks ago (i believe it's the mindset, what it believes, when you get isolated from society, you don't know what to believe" Sometimes your scared of it! think about it, being your "own" network, against a huge "world" network.
Well, rjlockhart could be a online operator....hosting billions, for shortcut's on the cyber highway when you run into, "accident's" on the Cyber-Internet highway..., Ill build something to go around it. Just need to know, the foundation, and its mathemicatical construction, to even form architecture of a highway to get to websites, when, something goes terribly wrong, emergency access to your email, and such. Yet today if you think about it, DSL, it's always connected, linked to net, cyber highway, but loading, say there are various Tower's that are hosting, or the "Oz" of the net, to get onto, which takes care and hosts billions.
12 Server's for the World, (If there where, different countries, continents) and the access of people have to it. For free (always say thank you to the funding to the Government for access, unless you have telepathic abilities, and can link yourself to someone when you having trouble).
I don't know about Telepathy, I just know about Universal Consciousness, that's it. Don't know much about it. I just know, say if a person keep poppin' in your head..here is a thinking connection, yet i have no idea how that operates, it's ancient. Was it possible in the past, and today, I don't know.
I never really Linked with people, I just saw them, well I can't say "them" everyone is a individual, it's like looking through a glass, something withholding you inside to "get out" and be with people (inner talk) not just have a mask, and say "Hi, how you doing!, when really you feel awful and just say, "I'm bored with Existence, when is heaven coming?""
Sometimes I explain things to my own self, without being aware of it, I'll see a writing from the past, and it's a god-send, who posted this?".........1min later, "Me?" yes from 3-4 years ago. Because I never could link, to other people's advice, it was just "blocks" it didnt sync with me, i "sunk", and started learning how to "sync" with things, everything. Yet truly inside, I never was loved, people will say that's not true, but think of a house.....you locked up in, and you see the world, the huge skyscrapers, yet, it's linking back to childhood, because that's what I used to do, was look at the city, I lived on 4015 Dickerson St. Dallas, TX which now is.....renovated into an office, it was a house at one time, a old one. Yet, 2000 came, everything changed from that point, in rebuilding because it was leaving from the 20th century, into the 21st.
Wow, you know, all I'm looking for is....something, yet, there is constant fear in my life, because of infliction of it, manipulation, and............it's like in your mind, your "stuck" in that same house. Looking...Looking outside, and trying to truly get to know people, yet inside you feel that time period of development [1990's] changed, and gravity movement, a lot of things changed since then.
I dont want to be abandoned, yet right nowI am. Ive been left, there are worse cases than this, and worse scenarios, but you come to point..you will adapt to whatever happened. Inside a lot Dont Leaveyet theres no there. Weird.
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Thought....Thought....
Why do you have dreams that foretell event's, not directly, but as a warning something is going to happen, (it's happened, frequently). Can the mind travel through time? Or is "above" logical knowing of something to come.
Anyone?
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thread:907228
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