Posted by workinprogress on June 28, 2009, at 23:41:22
In reply to Re: I thought I was in a different place...))WIP, posted by TherapyGirl on June 28, 2009, at 10:03:23
Antigua and TherapyGirl-
What you say sounds right... that I probably kept it together because I had to and now I'm on the edge of not having to anymore and it's spilling out. I guess I just thought I was in the place of letting myself feel whatever feelings existed and let them be. That's why my T said before I left. Basically, yeah, you'll probably miss me a lot... and probably you should just let yourself feel that. I thought I had, and I probably did to some extent, but also I probably held back on the really hard stuff and used being busy to not let myself even know it was there. AND- probably her being out the country I really pushed it back, because I was afraid of having feelings I couldn't deal with when she wasn't there...
All makes sense. Thanks for your thoughts..
WIP
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