Posted by InsideOut on June 22, 2009, at 6:33:35
In reply to Re: oh so stupidly ..., posted by yellowbird01 on June 21, 2009, at 17:58:41
Thank you Yellowbird01 for your words.
In all honesty I hate needing my therapist more than I hate needing the meds! At least the meds are unaware of my needing!
I would not have thought that posting, and more so, receiving replies to the post would subside my need to hear my therapists voice. I despise this need and do almost anything to quiet it self-harm usually stills it and although I do realize that this is not an ideal way of coping with needing another, a living person, it does petrify me. I fear the comfort that a person, unfortunately my T, is able to provide I cannot get beyond my determination to cope in a way that no human being can possibly cope: alone. I went as far as having the word alone tattooed on my finger! Really, my poor husband!
So more than anything, thank you to everyone that has posted a reply I have not had an overwhelming urge to phone my T and neither have I hurt myself in days! Oh and I have left a message at my psychiatrist's office to please phone me so that I can get back onto the meds.
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