Posted by seldomseen on June 13, 2009, at 15:36:16
In reply to Re: I don't really know what I want to say. » seldomseen, posted by SLS on June 13, 2009, at 12:10:08
I'm a big advocate of "fake it until you make it", or as my therapist calls it, accepting that you feel bad right now, absorbing it and living anyway.
There are times however when I do howl at the moon and wish things were different.
It's been a tough pill to swallow, that loneliness, and sometimes part of the pain is that knowing that the very people that love and care for you can not penetrate it.
As you said though, the way I feel is not new to me, and won't last forever. Unfortunately, I have had a lot of practice at carrying this and my back is strong.
It may bend, but it won't break.
Seldom.
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