Posted by HyperFocus on April 3, 2009, at 16:24:55
In reply to Is this as good as it gets?, posted by SLS on April 2, 2009, at 12:22:38
No it's not. I understand what everyone says about trying to be at peace and accepting your current limitations. But I think it will be impossible for you personally to do something like that and just stop trying to get any better. You shouldn't even worry about it - it's not in your DNA. You must have glimpsed, however briefly, how good life could be if you were free from illness. Those visions propel you forward - you're not going to settle for less.
I don't have an answer as to when you will be able to stop fighting and get to that place. You told me once that the journey itself is its own meaning. I guess looking back at what you've covered you might wonder how on earth you've managed to come so far. But I get the feeling you're much closer to your goal.
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