Posted by obsidian on March 28, 2009, at 12:12:39
anyone else experience a lot of that?
when I was a teenager I created a person in my head that I'd always talk to. It wasn't a particular someone, but different people at different times..I'd imagine the answers they'd give me if I asked them questions. Like Judd Hirsch in Ordinary People, or the guardian angel from "It's a Wonderful Life". and there were a couple of clergy members when I was in catholic school, but I imagined that what they'd say and it generally sounded pretty harsh and a bit cold
which reminds me of a poem I wrote a long time ago...lol, it's called 'pastoral counseling', let me see if I can find it...
"pastoral counseling"
how could you understand?
protect me, respect me
if God was all you knew?
there is no higher power here
just a blankness and an aching
without meaning, without reason
you're so very far away
I don't know you
I can't show you
all my fears, cause it's been years
it's all I am, and you're a sham
poster:obsidian
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