Posted by recently on March 18, 2009, at 21:58:48
I had a big rupture with my T yesterday which basically boiled down to me not being able to trust her. I don't trust that my T cares, or deep down, I just can't accept that she cares. It's been making our sessions pretty difficult. Yesterday, I had to go before the rupture was resolved. Now the bad part is I'm going away for the next 2 weeks so no meetings til April.
So I was thinking about everything a bit more and left her a short message yesterday afternoon expressing a few of my thoughts about the session. She hasn't called back, and I have a sinking feeling she won't. Granted I didn't say explicitly to call back... but she usually will anyway. She's actually really good about calls and will usually return them within a few hours, or by the next morning at the latest.
So now I'm just stewing on it I guess. I'm worried either something bad has happened or that she is mad at me for calling. Should I just wait?
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