Posted by wittgensteinz on February 2, 2009, at 4:35:13
In reply to its very late, family is asleep, posted by FPark on January 31, 2009, at 23:03:37
FPark,
You sound very desperate. You say you can't afford meds or therapy - obviously it depends where you live but many therapists offer a sliding scale. Perhaps there are also free clinics? Have you looked into these options? Have you also thought to turn to support beyond your immediate family situation - for example from an encounter group or some kind of meditation/yoga group? There you might find people who won't just say "snap out of it" - I'm sure you'd 'snap out of it' if you could but it's not so simple as that. I'm sorry for the way you feel about your youth/childhood. That's a lot of pain and anger to carry for one person. No wonder this is spilling out into your current relationships. It seems like you do need help - is there no way of getting some financial support form your SO or your family?
I hope the fish get better soon too ;)
Witti
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