Posted by stellabystarlight on January 17, 2009, at 14:33:25
In reply to My bubble has burst, posted by Wittgensteinz on January 17, 2009, at 13:51:13
I, too am going through a severe depression and pain...feeling alone and empty...more than ever it seems. How my life looks on the surface is so different from how I feel inside. I feel condemned to feel empty and dark forever since it's been hardwired into me through all the pain and trauma I've experienced.
I hope I'm not depressing you further, Witti, but I feel less alone reading your post. I hope you feel the same way reading mine...otherwise I'm very sorry.
Do you have any interests that you've always wanted to take up? I'm going to try replacing my focus on depression and learn something new. I've always wanted to ski, so I've scheduled my first lesson for today. A box of new ski outfits came yesterday - I somehow managed to get excited about ski outfits (rare for me to get excited about anything these days), so I'm hopeful that this might relieve the emptiness.
I'm going to force myself to crawl out of bed and learn to fly down the snow covered mountain while feeling the cool breeze going through my hair. I hope this will lessen the pain. Wish me luck.
Stellabystarlight
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