Posted by seldomseen on January 16, 2009, at 8:02:17
In reply to Deep Down, posted by DAisym on January 15, 2009, at 23:00:12
Well, IMO being OK can be just as scary as being not OK.
Being loved and cared for may feel entirely new to you (once it sinks in) and new, even a good new, can be bad.
It's like moving into a new house - yeah it may be nicer with a lot more room, but you still have to figure out the shortest route to the bathroom. At least at the old house you had everything figured out.
For me, it's bittersweet to hear/think/know that I am OK. I think it's for the reasons above, but, to be completely honest, it's scary because what if it means that I won't see my T anymore. EEEK!
Seldom
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