Posted by llurpsienoodle on January 5, 2009, at 22:46:05
In reply to Re: feeling more stable, at least in patches » llurpsienoodle, posted by Partlycloudy on January 5, 2009, at 13:31:35
> (((((LlurpsieNoodle)))))
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> I think this says a lot about the skills you acquired while you were previously in a really bad state. You are pulling through here, have safe boundaries with your mother (really proud of you for that!), keeping yourself busy with the knitting project, and keeping up with the academic challenges. You know you have your T's solid support, even though there are challenges there too.
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> You've come so very far in a short time.
> Continue to take good care of yourself and use your tool box as necessary; you are doing so well.
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> pcThanks pc,
I have a new woe- my puffy gum is now a pus filled abscess. We both know what THAT means. Probably an implant following oral surgery.Maybe I can see endodontist next week for an evaluation. I got a crown today :(
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T was nice to me. We had a good appointment. I'm not quite sure how it came up, but he said that he had never had a panic attack. I told him I was jealous. I really am. I wish that I had never in my entire life had a panic attack. swirly feeling of losing my breath and going unconscious with nobody to save me. God that's the worst feeling.
Have you ever remembered the *end* of a panic attack? Odd, I haven't. I only remember their onsets.
Maybe in the next couple days I go back on the vicodin for the abcess. it's starting to bother me. :( :(
I am trying to stay überbeschäftigt. I think that means super busy. That means little time for email and babble. It's probably just as well. Sometimes I find myself getting drawn to this place like gravity (increasing force to the second power). and it's hard to change trajectory.
I tired. I really really tired.
worked from 830 to 630 with T and dentist. what a life I have. What does it mean when one is too busy to take klonopin? I
I asked T for a second appt. next week. He is scheduled for court, but will try his hardest to fit me in. He's a good guy, I guess. He was kind today, and reassuring. ((((t))))
-Ll
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